When it Feels IMPOSSIBLE to Leave, but INSANE to stay.

Leaving can feel IMPOSSIBLE. Like walking into a whole world you never even knew existed, and you have no idea HOW to do anything.

But, it just starts with the FIRST STEP.
“But, NOONE BELIEVES ME; I CAN’T!”

That fear sinks in of having no grasp on your own reality from being gaslit for so long.

It can be really LONELY when you realize you have CUT OUT EVERYTHING & EVERYONE in your life for ONE PERSON.

They may have promised you the UNIVERSE, told you that you are a QUEEN, that they’ve NEVER loved ANYONE they way they love YOU, or that they would leave ____ for you.

And, you are now laying in bed, WEEPING for days, left with the harsh reality of them, or the IDEA, the FANTASY you had of them being GONE, and all that is left is this INCREDIBLE PAIN.

In your heart, in your chest, in your burning eyes and brain. From the hideous words they spoke, the vile actions they committed against you, or just the insipid CONFUSION you are left feeling.

WHYYYYYYYYYY? Why did I give up EVERYTHING for this person? Why have I let them completely replace everything I ever loved in my life?

You don’t know HOW or WHY, but it has all COMPLETELY VANISHED.

You have no friends; you ignored them in your state of obsession.
You have no business; you let it all go with the hope that he would pay for your life.
You have no hobbies/activities that are the reasons you are alive because the dopamine hit was so hard and fast that you conditioned yourself to only need THAT- like a rat hooked on cocaine.

“I just feel … CRAZY”!
“Am I INSANE?”
“I just can’t understand why ANYONE would be this CRUEL!”

Babe; it’s going to be just fine. You are NOT CRAZY.

The behaviour of staying with a toxic person is insanity, but that is just an emotional response and can be re-conditioned.

Users, Abusers, and CONFUSERS tactically manipulate you to their will.
But, YOU are infinitely capable and resourced.
You are worthy of feeling clear and calm.

That’s exactly what I do: help you heal YOURSELF from toxicity, everywhere it shows up in your life.

Because this type of pain is insidious. It will sneak up in you when you least expect it, you will doubt your whole life choices, and feel completely out of control.

I allowed my narcissist to stay in my life for 42 years. And, in that time I allowed in COUNTLESS others, as well as toxic substances, foods, environements, platonic relationships, the list goes on.

And the FREEDOM that I have now is indescribable.

I’d love to meet you, and see if I can help guide you in healing yourself.
I have a Community Program for WOMEN JUST LIKE YOU.

FEMININE FIRING SQUAD
never feel alone & insane again
you got us now
and, more importantly…

you’re gonna get YOU back.
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